Monday, June 19, 2006;
♥ 6/19/2006 04:55:00 AM
and i swearif you come back in my lifei'll be there til the end of timeand i sweari'll keep you right by my sidecos baby youre the one i want>>hellooos! ((: its a sunday. (:hmms, went lot 1 on wed. hahas. my cousin is HILIARIOUS. he went madddd, literally.we went kfc. so he join about 7straws together and poke into the drink. hahas. den we were makin hell loads of noise, until the next table kept staring at us. =X =X =X we ate the superman buddy meal. i merely said this: the tub so cute! hahas.den he went to the counter and bug'd the aunty for one new tub, with superman's face on it. hahas! tts my sweeeettt cousin for you. :D :D :Doh yeah. went west mall with my mum and bro on fri. wantd to go suntec though. =Xyeah, anyways. i din get anything! UGHHH.say no more.
hmms, alot of things took place over the weekends, but i dont wanna talk bout it again. =\and and and tml's jtc06. ((: til wed.umm, although quite alot of things took place, and i cant really blog it out here.BUT!i wish for the camp to be a smashin success. ((:and shucks.im lookin forward to seeing enshao and kevin knows! ):but nvm, enshao promis'd me gatherin sometime ltr.RIGHTO?:D :D :D
but i should have told you beforethe magic had gone;
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Thursday, June 15, 2006;
♥ 6/15/2006 07:11:00 AM
just give a little bit of lovingand im okayhave a little bit of faithdont walk awaycos i know that you need mejust open your eyesits me that youre hurtinand your love cuts deep inside>>the song of the day. ((:alrights. anyways. i got pretty sad jus now, so i nudg'd zhihao to cheer me up. but tt horrible big fat toot actually went off after 2-3 replies. UGH! but after that he msg'd me. hah. i swear i would torture him every physics lessons and doodle on his diary and flush him down the toilet bowl if he went MIA, i swear. =Dhmms. i finish'd the SFA lesson plan by myself, and im PROUD of it. hah. i always am proud of the lesson plans i did yeahs. =D=D=Dso anyways. went for ncos meeting today. haha! nirma and peter was in the room. TSK! the meeting was productive i guess. afterall, we settled quite alot of things! aha. i COULD go for the recee tml, i COULD. bbbuuut. UGHH! and im missin 2c04 gathering tml too. great, i wish i was dead. =\so i came home and went cck for something. aftertt. went lot1. hahas! after just 2hrs of walkin around, my ankle hurts like madddddd already. oh gawd. someone save me. sighs.so no choice, my mum brought us home. D= D= D=the thing is, my mum said she will bring us go shopping on friday. and I will pick the venue, along with my bro. this is the part when my brother gets super irritating. cos he refused to step into orchard! UGHH!its weird rights, she refused to let me go recee-in and gather-in. but she wanna bring me go shopping. how IRONIC. -.-"'oh yes, guess whos coming for jtc? ENSHAO! melvin. asutin. hidayat. sarah.saddd. kevin couldnt come, even if he could, he cant stay over. DANGG!i din know tt you should control part of my life. im not sure if this is love, cos right now, i stil dont get love. hms, rights, myabe i dont love you anymore. (: maybe its just tt i still miss your presence. =\ but anyways. i din know tt you coming online, seeing your nick and you personal msg and you dp still makes me upset. AND the interesting part is: i din know blockin you on msn actually brings e smile of relieve to my face.=\ =\ =\i nvr knew movin on was so hard;
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006;
♥ 6/13/2006 05:04:00 PM
but there's a danger in loving somebody too much
and its sad when you know
its your heart they cant touch
theres a reason why ppl dont stay who they are
cos baby sometimes love just aint enough>>>FIRST
FIRST thing to do before going to sleep
- brush my teeth! (:
FIRST pet
- nahh, no pets. ):
FIRST primary school
- FAIRFIELD PRI! ((: 6bee!
!FIRST secondary school
- FAIRFIELD SEC! ((: 2c!4e! =DD
FIRST time you entered a bar
- never did.
FIRST thing you bought
- woah, tts longggg.
FIRST musical instrument euu learned tu play
- not musically inclin'd. =p
FIRST wedding you've attended
- someone is my extend'd family
FIRST person who greeted you on your last birthday
- yuliang; who wish'd me 2days before! -.-
bryan fok! (: wish'd me exactly on 12am. =D
FIRST collection
- stickers, (im a normal person)
FIRST time you saw a ghost
- its just the darn wind.
FIRST roller coaster ride
- i can't rmbr! =D
FIRST ambition
- teacher. =p
FIRST person you think of when you wake up
- =X
FIRST job
- plucking out my aunty's white hair. heh
FIRST thing you bought today
- i woke up not long ago! hah. gg out ltr though.
FIRST person you hated
- i cant say! hah. but who cares, we are pretty good friens now. (:
> LAST
LAST book you bought
- some guidebooks for darn humans.
LAST thing you bought
- my GREENNN hairband. (:
LAST movie you watched
-XMEN3.
LAST song listened
-umm, my boo.=
LAST person who sent euu sms
- edmund.
LAST time you cried
- hmms, i forgot. but its quite recent.
>Next to the questions, put your answers as either guilty or innocent.Guilty if you have, innocent if you haven't.
Singing in the shower?
GUILTY
Spit in someone's Drink?
INNOCENT.
Played with Barbies?
GUILTY
Made someone cry?
GUILTY
Opened your Christmas presents early?
INNOCENT
Lied to a friend?
GUILTY
Seen "The Goonies" more than 10 times?
INNOCENT
Played a Computer game for more than 5 hours?
INNOCENT
Ran through the sprinklers naked?
INNOCENT
Ate food that fell on the floor?
INNOCENT
Went outside naked?
INNOCENT
Got caught having sex?
INNOCENT
Flashed somebody?
INNOCENT
Mooned somebody?
INNOCENT
Been on stage?
GUILTY
Been on stage naked or close to it?
INNOCENT
Been in a parade?
GUILTY ndp05! =DD
Drank winer?
GUILTY
Gotten detention?
INNOCENT
Been on a plane?
GUILTY
Been on a cruise?
GUILTY
Broken into a house?
INNOCENT
Gotten a tattoo?
INNOCET
Gotten piercings?
INNOCENT
Gotten into a fist fight?
INNOCENT
Gotten into a shouting match?
GUILTY
Swallowed sea/pool water?
GUILTY
Spun yourself in circles to get dizzy on purpose?
GUILTY
Laughed so hard it hurt?
GUILTY
Tripped on your own feet?
GUILTY
Cried yourself to sleep?
GUILTY
Cried in public?
GUILTY
Thrown up in public?
GUILTY
Lied to your parents?
GUILTY
Skipped class?
GUILTY
Cried so hard you threw up?
INNOCENThere today and gone tomorrow;
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Monday, June 12, 2006;
♥ 6/12/2006 08:05:00 PM
im NOT HAPPY with superband's results!
darn it.
i only support JUZ-B
and UGHH! they got out.
):
so, i dont see the reason for me to coninue watchin superband already.
=\
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
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♥ 6/12/2006 05:51:00 PM
we were meant to be suppos'd to bebut we lost itall the memories so close to me just fade awayall this time you were pretendingso much for my happy ending>>BOO!i just realisd the last time i blogd was on 1/6. ((:oh yeah. but its hols, and being someone who ULTRA broke. i did nth much cept to stay at home and slackd. =\hmms, lets see. conductd aop on wed(7/6). its was fun.y'know. last time, during woc or ulp or anything. we plan'd proposals and proposals, and then we went for aop conductd by mean-looking sirs and maams, i can just imagine when they speak, their fangs will be popping out! haha. its tts bad, and wat makes things worst is tt they will start SHOOTING THEIR QUESTIONS at you. and and and the WORST-EST thing is they will reject the whole proposal. oh gawdd. =X but yeah. anyways. just a short while, we were the ones conducting the aop now. hahas. its was fun, seeing how the cadets think and answer on the spot. and carissa went like, did you think before you answer? or you just rattle off the answer?, a billion times. LOL. went for maths afterthat though. =\hmms, den on thurs was 4e class outing! ((:so i PULL'D myself out of bed at bout8plus. its raining for heaven's sake. so i made a tough decision not to sleep again. hahas! bathe and den met carissa. guess wat? shes made the same decision as me. lol. ITS RAINING OKAYS! so kong and i msg'd and we went like. oh its raining! lets see wat CONTINGENCY plan stanley would have. yeah.went to bouna vista, met chanel. nirma and yenyee came. den we head'd to bedok mrt. long borin mrt ride. and tt horrible nirma mention'd some OLD OLD OLD stuff. =X terrible. brings my mood down. =\but yeah. we FINALLY reach'd! on the platform, we saw stanley issac edmund benjamin and jane. (: went down the control station and sat like some gongs near the machines. -.- oh yeah. den quite a no of ppl came. MATTHEW! CHENGKAI! minhao john(with darn FMSS socks! wat the hell is he thinkin mann.) zhengxian and erm, i forgot. =\ hahas. jane chanel and i went to macs toilet. oh after waiting so LONGGG for joyce to arrive. we made our way to east coast! hahas. took a bus. and when we were alightin the bus just move off! and edmund zx and minhao were stuck! wth rights. and we were laughin til our stomachs hurt. =p and gues wat? we by-pass a chin up station, the next thing i know. minhaoa nd zx start'd showing off. stanely and issac and the few of us were on the overhead bridge laughin at them. went to east coast. had a truth or dare session first. ((: oh yeah! chengkai's mum make YUMMY sandwiches! (: lol. den we went to the sea side. WHEES! it gets bored, so i start'd kickin water at nirma. hahas! =D oh yeah, i love the sea! (: took class pic, and nirma yenyee and i head'd home. took 196 all the way home. it was freezing. =X the nap's good. (:yesterday is the worst day of my life i tell you! my grandmother forc'd us to go with her to the-watever-event-the-communityclub-had-plan'd. ad it really SUCKS. which big fat goondo will wake up at 7plus on a SUNDAY MORNING, just to wake for the bus which was nearly an hour late?! HORRIBLE.which big fat goondo would follow a bus which had to stop at police academy(though tt place contains os much memories! hahas. 26/02/06 fmssrcy fd comp squad. TOP 8 IN SPORE. ((:), just to wait for another darn bus to pick us up?! TERRIBLE.and den we went to this real ulu place to eat tt horrible food. and my mum lost 50bucks there?! SICKENING.den we went to this DUNNO WAT PLACE for the aunites to shop. UGH!den it was pouring cats and dogs. thank god for my mp3 and tt malt'd candy. if not i was gladly run of the tt DARN lousy bus and be happy when i got hit by a truck or smth else. wat a BADDD day. tsk
oh my bro is pestering me now. hahas. gtg. blog'd again soon.see ya! (:thank for acting like you careand makin me feel like i was the only one;
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Friday, June 02, 2006;
♥ 6/02/2006 06:38:00 AM
youre my heartyoure my soulyoure my everythingyoure the air that i breatheyoure the song that i sing>>ohh, that song is stuck in my mind.anyways. right now, i find trigo fun! ((: hahas. after doing all the trigo sums in the tys, with my mp3 blasting my fave music, and my magic pen that seems to know every ans. WOW! ((xand and and im so in love with my grandmother today! (:she went to get me a hand-held windmill? hahas. those mini windmill which go spinnin like nuts when there wind. hahas! thats one of my favourite thing la! hahas dont ask me why. i just find that CUTEEE. (:
today had chem. i din learn anything? hahas. finee, i wasnt paying attention, just stonin. =X with nicholas behind me prank calling someone. and zhihao laughin like some mad pig. reuben's legs which are so long that kept hitting mine. yenyee and grace beside me behind so so quiet. ohh god. =\den mary rachel nirma grace yenyee and i practically RAN to dover to eat. HAHAS! we finish'd our meal and return'd school in just 10+minutes i guess. LOL. cool ehs! (: den when the others arriv'd late, ms ong din even scold la! walao. shouldnt had ran mann. rahh. but physics class was quite fun. (: ROTFL. zhihao sitting next to me, and we kept talkin crap. ahahahs. and yenyee is so so so quiet. ohh. i dunno why. but i think physics is interestin, although i just cant score. =X
alrights. i dunnp wat to blog already. my bro is behind me now, buggin me to get off cos HE WANTS TO PLAY THE DARN MAPLE.dammit, is that stupid game SO FUN?!BWAHHHH!oh yeah, tml having amaths. den bio. den going for redcross with carissa. ((:lol. and and and. i cant wait to go out! WHEES =Di heard this from somewhere:to forget someone, it takes thrice the period of time you know that someone to do so.if its true. den it would be 1yr down, 2more yrs to go. (:OHH! ZHIHAO! 7more days!! BE HAPPY! =pforever love;
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Thursday, June 01, 2006;
♥ 6/01/2006 06:06:00 AM
we've got it alland we'll be fools to let it gocos i need you more and morecos youre my lifeand i livefor your love that you give>>alrights. im better! (: hahas.meeting carissa at 745am. i was 3mins early! its RARE that im early alrights! =pohhh. i dun like the uncle la! he sell me a tube of melted mentos cans! walao! SICKKKK. and i refused to eat it, until i pop it into the freezer for 2hours. =Xhmms, had amaths. its was pretty alrights. oh yeah! nirma told me my msg inbox memory was full, and i refused to believe. so when i deleted bout 20msg-es+, all the other msg-es start'd coming in! WHOOPS!hmms. after amaths, carissa made nirma and i RUN to dover for her wanton mee. LOL! and i was complainin thru-out. hahahahahahhahahs.my bro and grandmummy went out! so i decid'd to be nice to myself. and i bought 2 icecreams! ((: YUMMILICIOUS. alrights. i wanted to do some work. and in the end i started watching those dvds edmund lend me. LOL. PIRATE!! =\and then and then and then. my bro and grandmummy came home. so i start'd watching teevee with my bro. ((:ohh shit! i just realis'd my life is SO BORING la! shit shit shit.anyways. alot of ppl's is doing their to-do list for the hols. so i shall do the same! (:- go out with MISS NG SIEW CHENG! and rachel meng and 6B ppl ((x- go out with szemian elis! ((:- go out with fags!- go out with SPASTIC 6 plus GUOZHONG!- go out with geraldine lee!- shopping with tutor?- and lastly, STUDYYYYYY. =\ohh okays, for those who are concern'd. im sorry for being MADD last night. =X thanks for all the msges, tags, emails and stuff. ((:i jsut realis'd ive a great batch of frens. though i still dont feel like facing you. but somehow, im dying to see you. but but but, alot of ppl knock'd sense into me! esp my girlfriend. szemian. and fish! and in conclusion; ive decid'd to give up hope on you already. (:and shit, i hope this time round, i can. =\ohh. i just realis'd john is hell funny. and zhihao is getting funnier every sec. LOLden i call'd szemian's hse. this weird uncle pick'd up and start'd talkin when half the time i was wondering wat on earth is he talkin bout. =X but after i hung up w/o getting to talk to her, i start'd laughin.=psee? i have frens to make me feel happy!
i just dont love you no more;
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.